Thursday, May 31
i still rmb that it was evie who taught me the 'tired as a cow' thingy. but i'm not a cow. i'm a mousey. so i'm as tired as a mousey. lol.
it'll be short and sweet, for i need my beauty sleep (oh. it rhymes!haa)
went for dance tdy. fun, challenging and hair-pulling. a lot to catch up and learn.
you know me very well, it can get a little scary. i believe u'll see the ugly side of me (duh, everybody has one) soon >.< or maybe u already have.
you are tricky. it'll need some time to see u through (:
thanks isabel and aud babe for watching Pirates with me! though i noe u guys cud have gone with ur darlings bf. but if both of u did so and i'll be left alone! lol. pirates was pretty good, dunno why the comments and reviews are pretty bad. it's more of a comedy rather than action. i luffed my way thru the show man. lol .
the gastric fren's back. >.<>.<
tml's public holiday and i've gotta work. 5 - 10pm Singapore Street Festival Hosting at Plaza Singapura. come find me if u're there kay? (:
maybe go sch practice some dance with the ostrich and steph tongseng (:
tired mousey's going to slp!
btw, cat's got a new nickname: halah rat. ostrich gave her tat. WHAHAHHAA! :X
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1:47 AM
Tuesday, May 29
tat's what i'm facing now.
stupid server doesn't work. ate up the WHOLE folder that i painstakingly uploaded over the weekend. all the HTML arranging that i did over the weekend on Mozilla FF doesn't work on IE.
hence everything's gotta change.
what's the big fucking difference between FF and IE man? such a big diff till all the alignment and stuff that appears to be ok on FF screws up on IE? now i onli have tml morning to camp at galileo to access the server and finish up all the stupid podcast.
this week is HELL for me mans. so will the coming 2 weeks.
may god bless me.
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give me the strength to carry on...
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12:47 AM
Monday, May 28
Had dinner with my beloved family at some nearby kopitiam. There's this crispy chicken which is really crispy! u can hear it go "CRUNCH" in ur mouth! Although the meal's nothing of a delicacy but i can feel the blissfulness, esp from my Dad. he loves family meals, although he'll complain the very little money he spent on the food. not as if we're having a sinful feast dad! lol.
althought the weather's pretty warm nowadays, i'll try to experience the heat on my face and breeze in my hair instead of complaining. it's great to feel em, meaning i still have the sense of touch. it's good to see the sun, i'm not blind. i can hear the wind, i'm not deaf. i can walk the many stairs and hills of NP, i'm not crippled. i can smell the oily-canteen smell of SIM and Canteen 1, i still have the sense of smell. i told and reminded myself to cherish and appreciate everything and everybody around me, just in case that i might lose them someday. or maybe they lost me (:
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I WANNA WATCH PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 3!!!
ANYBODY?!
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12:03 AM
Sunday, May 27
YAYY! i've bot it!! at a higher price though. $299 ): if i queued overnight i might have gotten it at $179 (UP: $399). oh wells. $120 for my safety, beauty sleep and cab fare. >.<
my mom was really nice to help me pay for it. she's been very supportive in whatever i do. i love u mommy (:
gotten a new white watch too. yayys. dump the old crumbing slowing one.
if u wan buy any electronic stuff, dun think twice. go SIM LIM SQUARE. why? let me tell u (:
2 GB Sandisk SD Card @ BEST DENKI : $53 +++
2 GB Sandisk SD Card @ Sim Lim Square : $39 +
2 GB Kingston SD Card @ Sim Lim Square : $28
$53 - $28 = $25
almost double the price!
hurhur.
got a great deal (:
as da was telling me that i shudn't buy the DiVi so fast as it's GSS and prices may drop further. it better not. if not i'll scream and cry and wail mans. lol
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Singapore Street Fest hosting tdy. nth much. mixed and played songs for around 15 mins, spoke a few lines over the PA system, then off we go. LOL.
omo. podcast podcast podcast. it's my life now man. every day and night it's podcast. just finished the podcast. have to chiong podcast website tml. arghs. project eden tml as well. falling ill soon ):
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you know or you don't?
test me?
we can play the game (:
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12:04 AM
Tuesday, May 22
or that i'm lousy.
i chose to believe in both.
we'll see.
i believe that hard work pays off.
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everybody's having the meimei tou again.
aka the rainie yang bangs.
so am i.
not to imitate anyone, just for fun (:
i had it once wad.
just that this time it really looks like rainie's one.
but pls tell me if i really sucked in it.
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11:23 PM
sigh.
i guess the emo days period hasn't been off the people around me.
now i have the baton back in my hands.
how great.
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went for Lush producing today.
sorry peeps if i were a little slow!
not that familiar with Protools >.<
and the Apple mouse >.<
met LooJean and Qing at the MediaCorp Foodcourt.
missed u girls! (:
missed the sch days with qing...
missed the Energy days with loojean...
awwwws...
too bad i won't be going for Lush the next 2 weeks.
will go look for u all soon kay?
can we have Big Black Box outing soon?
GR becoming army boy soon le!! lol.
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i dunno, i just dun feel like speaking...
no need for spoken words...
you'll know if u know.
if you don't, too bad.
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5:33 PM
Sunday, May 20
i got sick again. dunno wad happened la. halfway through the movie i got terrible headaches and felt nauseous. although it was 28 Weeks Later that i watched, it is NOT the gorry-ness that got me sick kay. i'm known for my gorry and horror immunity. haa. hence after the movie we din walk around and went home straight. sorry da! spoilt ur shopping plans. we'll make up for it another day kay? (:
anyway i was kinda too tired to go shopping la. had Project Eden today. we gave out manicure and pedicure vouchers! audrey's screaming that she wants. so do i! but we cant take it for our own ): it was fun hosting with u babe! (:
then went to Vivo to meet da. how i noe the bus 80 took so fast to reach. and poor da's having stomach probs hence she'll be late. so i ended up walking around for 1 hr before meeting her. i almost fell asleep waiting on the seats outside bebe! lol.
we had Marche for dinner. the usual Marche stuff, Swiss Rosti, Cream of Mushroom, Chicke Cheese Sausage with Whipped Potato (or was is Mashed?) and ending with a desert, Crepes with Icecream! (: however the Marche at Vivo's much smaller than the one at Heeren, and the system's slightly different as well. They don't use the cardboard cards anymore, they use ez-link sized plastic cards. the stalls were a little different as well. but it's still Marche la (:
sorry da! i was in such a sick daze and hurry to get home that i forget to give u a big hug and wish u HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again! (: hope u love the pressie (:
<3 !
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10:24 PM
Saturday, May 19
POOF! the monies just burnt up in a fire. a fire that i caused by going for a facial tdy. how nice. lol.
it just reminds me of the ostrich going for a facial as well. vain pot ehs! :X but the beautician (she rmbs me!) says that my face condition improved! haa. she gave me a lot of tips and stuff as well. she says that i've to try and stay away from chocs and nuts (my fav! ): ) and oily food. i cant use any hydrating and collagen masks also, saying that it'll worsen my skin condition. well she says that i've sensitive skin which is oily beneath and dry at the top. wad complexity mans. lOl.
if u have heavy eyebags like i do, here's a possible cure! sleep before 12, or best, 11pm. (learn from the ostrich!) and DO NOT drink water before you sleep. the beautician says the period is 2 hours before sleep, but trust me, water barrels like me won't be able to tahan that thirst. so just drink a little and rmb to PEE before u go to bed (: if u're worrying about dehydration then u'll just have to drink LOADS of water in the day and eat more fruits! (:
hope my skin will be better the next time i go! (:
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project eden tml. and then cele my dear daa's birthday! (:
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11:44 PM
i've just read an email and decided to share this (: meaningful! (:
In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself.
There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be happier if we let go....
Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss? This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN. (i think it's LOVE ^^ )
There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world. It'sthe beginning of a new life.
Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our lives.
A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when
they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you."
If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it.
The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life,
you learn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.
Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on.
It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward
tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever...
It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available.
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While money can buy lots of things, true LOVE is the only thingy money cant buy (:
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12:21 AM
Friday, May 18
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i realised that i'm always the one waiting,
always the one giving.
so i'm gonna let u noe tat it's so.
so if u cherish and if u wish,
do wait for me and
give as well (:
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11:51 PM
Thursday, May 17
had a great talk with isabel. not trash things out that kinda talk. is sharing that kinda talk (:
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yayy. tml going into recording studio again. have written a new song again (not the one u're hearing in the bg now.ANOTHER new one (: ). will consult you my boss for it soon! meanwhile practice hard for ur performance! (: u can do it! baxia!!! hwaiting! (:
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shit. it's 12. i needa sleep. nites ppl (:
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11:35 PM
i bet you'll know of the feets stamping We Will Rock You by Queen. but have you ever heard of the chipmunk kid version one? don't believe me? i knew it. nobody believed me that MTV actually had it on a few years ago. i'm determined to prove them wrong! so here goes! it's damnnn cute (:
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5:32 PM
duh¬ the song playing in the bg la. lol.
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ystd went to the preview of the dance-play ' Dreaming of Guan Yin, Meeting Madonna" with Adiel for podcasting and interview. i shan't talk about it again cos i just did in the afternoon and blogger died on me =.= hence i'm darned lazy to retype again >.<
after that we went for the preview of 'Blades of Glory' at Marina Square. thanks to Ping Jie! (:
it's such a small world! we're afraid that we might not be granted entrance cos Ping Jie transfered the rights to the movie to us. we aren't really entitled to it. BUT, when i checked the mail she forwarded me on my mobile, i realised that the person in charge of the event's Evans Chua! lol. small world.
we enjoyed the movie. though it can get really cheesy and lame, but it's downright hilarious! you should go catch it! (:
cant wait for Pirates of the Carribean!! (:
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random fact: wengu says i've the 'busy aura'. as well as the 'tired and stressed aura'. LOL.
then after it's been on my msn nick, ppl have been telling me that they have the 'busy aura' too.
WHEYS! Copyrighted can!! lol.
did hell lots of audio editing for podcast tdy. more video editing tml >.<
was recording my song the whole evening so i din do much work :X
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mousey's very tired.
i'm a cinderella mousey now. 12am and i ought to go to bed. LOL.
nites peeps.
OMEDETO ANGIE!!! (:
CALLING OUT TO BIGBLACKBOX, i DEMAND a MEET-UP ASAP! (:
to qing and jean, i'll come find u all this coming tue! (:
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12:04 AM
Wednesday, May 16
okay. bye.
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google died on me when i was bloggin. shall blog more later. (:
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5:51 PM
Monday, May 14
recently my frens are pretty emo ahs! the blogs and all. so i maybe i got the bug too. haa
kinda think that there's nth much for me to look forward too. it's just weariness i guess. attachment and stuff, it's tiring me out. i mean i enjoy what i do at attachment, hosting, deejaying, meeting ppl and stuff. it's just the workload tat's bogging me down i guess. maybe i'll be fine after a while...
just ended my korean show. now i needa do the stupid fucking podcast. from 1hr of interview down to 3-5 mins. teach me how man.
sorry peeps. i just needa bitch and vent. if not i'll go crazy.
daaa~ can u extend ur working hours? 9am - 9pm just isn't enuff. lol.
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i really really miss u... ):
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3:48 PM
Sunday, May 13
ANGRY. all my efforts gone to waste. i seriously hate it.
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the babes from my office are very into re-writing the lyrics of songs and recording em.
i've got the bug too. here's an example of wad i did tdy. LOL.
original ver. from Timbaland:
" is it going is it going is it going is it going?
I don't know what you're looking for"
when we were at Project Eden tdy.
my version part 1:
"is it coming is it coming is it coming is it coming?
i don't know, ask ******* *"
part 2;
"it's not coming it's not coming it's not coming it's not coming...
i just know, that we can go home"
lalallaa (:
went shopping a lil while with isabel dear. got my fren's prezzies. this month burnt a hole in my pocket! we walked around ebase at Marina Square for AGES but i din get anyhting at all. first time seh. haas. and the Venezia closed down ): i wan ice cream! Denmark of Andersen's cant win it mans ):
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i wish i can eat and spend and enjoy life like u do, bitch.
but my life's gonna be smooth sailing. it will (:
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yes i do miss u (:
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11:38 PM
Saturday, May 12
i din want to go, but since i've promised and i'll have to be there for adiel to get in, i went.
din drink much due to bad stomach. or rather, i din even drink. you dun consider a few mouthfuls drinking. i din dance much, due to fatigue. i guess i was the most sober? the rest are like quite drunk. hurhur.
bah. nth much to talk about. it's emo-ing days again.
hope to get my guitar fixed later. the bloody guy better be there to fix my guitar.
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1:43 PM
Friday, May 11
it nv came across my mind that i'd actually watch a Shakespeare work. let alone a Singapore's culture-influenced one.
4 of the Radio Heatwave babes went for the show at Fort Canning Park this evening. well if u wanna noe more about the show, do check out our podcast webbie. (:
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Radio Heatwave Committee meets the Part-time Presenters! (: we even bot pizzas man!
same thing, check out our webbie (not now, later! for we haven update :X) for pics and stuff (:
Krushed, one of our part-time presenters did some palm reading for me and Isabel (:
he kinda freaked her out, cos hers was pretty detailed and stuff. mine's pretty messed up and he din wan to confuse me by being inaccurate. so he din tell me much. ): but here are some of the stuff he said:
- i'll have a smooth sailing life
- i'm pretty easy going
- i'm not stubborn
- i'll be an achiever
- i'll live till 60+ 70+
- i'm not so creative
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tml's going for recording again. i think i'll record our new song. my version. dun scold me if i sing wrongly kay? i nv got to noe wad's the correct version, for you nv sang the correct one. haa.
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think my red fren's coming. cos i'm emo-ing again...
pretty tired out.
i better rest early to save my bad complexion
at least that wad he says.
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"Little waves make up a smooth sailing journey. " -- Gera 2007
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12:29 AM
Thursday, May 10
feel like a complete idiot in dance tdy. cos ann continued the choreo from mon. although she went thru the steps, i still can't catch it. but it's freaking cool. it's dancing to AVANT's This Is Your Night! (:
had supper-dinner with the ostrich (: subway again.
learnt a little lesson tdy. added on to my experiences in life. i'll grow from there. (:
omo i think the cheers at AMK Hub had an accident. duno a fight or wad. someone's injured and the store's pretty in a mess. hope they got thing sorted out. everybody's crowding around and kay po.
dear ostrich: i really dun mean it that way just now. it's just that i said the wrong words ma. sorwee kays? (: doubt u'll read this anyway. wahahaaa.
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tml going for some midsummernightdream thingy at fortcanning. hope it's fun! (:
tml there's some thingy happening in office as well. foto shoot too! wheee.
i better go get some sleep.
mousey's having red eyes already. nt enuff sleep!! >.<
mousey says nites! (:
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12:15 AM
Wednesday, May 9
wad a day to start out my first day at LUSH 99.5.
puked and poo early in the morning. was a lil late for lush. sorry peeps!
thanks adiel for taking care of me! sorry that u had to 'listen' to all those weird noises. haa.
LUSH was great! i love the cushies and enviroment! so cosy and homey. if i wasn't sick and wanted to sleep badly, i'd love to stay there the whole day.
met the intern there, Colin, from TP. a fren of LooJean i think. the world's just so small la.. she's with Qing at MediaCorp also.
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still pretty weak, jelly and tireds. i need rest!!! >.<
dance later...
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1:16 PM
Monday, May 7
lol. isn't that how the fans scream for their idols? well, Angela is definitely my idol. i worship her mans.
can sing, is slim and modest. she's the first female idol/singer who can sing without earpiece on stage and makes the least mistakes. kowtow to her!
she's my idol, my goal. i wanna be like her. i must (:
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that little tired boy forgot to pass my CD to the manager ): so i din get to sell my songs ):
nv pass demo cd = no chance to sell songs = no $$ = no vocal class = zao xiah = ur ears suffer
get it? lol. so it's back to u again. haaa.
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u're not a bastard, but i am a bitch.
i'm a stupid, foolish, silly fool (:
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10:47 PM
fuck man.
i need to vent.
i tuned till my fingers were sore,
i pressed the little white knobs till my palms were bruised.
i kneeled till my knees were red,
and my bloody 5th guitar string snapped.
how nice.
I'LL NEVER STRING A GUITAR AGAIN.
wasted my money and my time.
i haven done my work,
i just went to shower.
my hair's all wet,
and i'm tired.
SHIT MAN.
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12:51 AM
Thursday, May 3
though i was sick and din attend work, i went down to Hwa Chong Institution to cover Tank's event.
managed to get an interview with him. he's really nice and friendly (: i've lots of pics and vids and audios, but they're for Radio Heatwave. after editing i'll link em from our website kays? (:
so stay tuned!
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nobody's perfect.
you have ur own flaws too.
just that ppl are using a magnifying glass to magnify ur flaws.
maybe u're not tat good after all...
we'll see (:
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11:02 PM
Wednesday, May 2
I think it's it. He received my present! All da way from Singapore!
I think it is la. The Singapore Post logo at the bottom right corner. And Ping Jie, the one who sent it think it is also. And he placed it right on top of the pile! WOots! haa.
they received it long ago, just that he onli got a box full of mails from his company when he went back for a meeting. tsktsk. too bad his cam's down. if not might get a glimpse of my pressie.
he's pretty busy preparing for the Tai Ke Rock Competition as well. Jiayou my Xuan! (:
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i noe my limits...
esp when today's *******'s day.
i won't bother...
no matter how badly i want to.
i'm a good girl (:
hope u had fun! (:
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8:39 PM
- yayy. i've lost weight. close to 4 kg. dun ask me how i did it. lol. i shall keep up the gd work
- i'm sick.sobs. will take care and get well soon.
- recording at The Label has been good. Waiting for Mr. Chin Boo to come up with the arrangement before we do further recording.
- wrote a new song, Balloon (Qi Qiu), playing in the background.
- my hair is growing! yayy. i must not cut it for at least the next 3 mths. lol.
- watching K-Drama Que Sera Sera now. it's good! (:
- tied down by dance and attachment work. so bz!
- going to see Tank and Angela this week and the next! (:
- still busy writing songs and stuff.
so i went home and rest instead. did work at home also okays. (: had medicine and slept a bit. feeling better. hope will get well soon. loads of work for me to do! (:
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Quote of the Day:
"If you had a choice, then that's not love."
“如果你能选择，那就不是爱.”
"Happiness is when you're needed by the one you love."
“幸福是被爱的人需要.”
"If you had a choice, then that's not love."
“如果你能选择，那就不是爱.”
"Happiness is when you're needed by the one you love."
“幸福是被爱的人需要.”
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4:45 PM
